Since it is still fresh in my mind, allow me to share this first. This morning, both of us, accompanied by my partner's parents, appeared in the court of Syariah for our divorce case.  We had finally decided and determined to end it all.  It was not surprising that I felt numb and emotionless.  It's not that I don't love him anymore, but something is blocking my emotions lately, and it got worse today. Nevertheless, it came to my attention since the past month that my partner's eyesight is getting worse and worse, to a point that he can't even see a few feet in front of him.  I never asked about his vision and health anymore, ever since he isolated himself from me with utter silence.  What's the point? If he chose to be silent, then silence is how I treat him.  And that's what I did for the past 6 months. The marriage I've always dreamt of only lasted 27 months.  It ramped through 4 birthdays and 2 anniversaries without celebrations.  It even ramp...